In Loving Memory of Misha

In loving memory of Misha

Click the picture it's a link to her montage!



I watch her sleep, she's chasing something... She wags her tail.
A sound stirs her and she's awake. Her tail doesn't wag anymore, her body is heavy.
In her dreams she sees, she's on the chase, she plays.
Once awake, reality strikes and she sees nothing. It hurts to see it everytime she wakes the disappointment in her face.
She doesn't sigh, she only stares forward wishing to see.

It's time to go for a walk.
I carry her down the steps and outside, I place her on the grass. She stares.
After a while she walks forward a couple steps, does what she needs to do and stares again. She is stiff as if she's waiting for something unexpected to happen.
She walks around for a bit and sometimes she even seems happy, but then she stops. She stares.. again.
I carry her up to the apartment and place her on the couch.

It's dinner time, I carry her to her bowl. She won't come when I call anymore.

It hurts so much! My happy puppy is now a depressed shell of a dog.

I hope she knows how much she has meant to me, how many lives she has changed!
She had more love to give then any dog I have ever known and I had the honor of having her in my life as my best friend.
She will forever remain in my heart as my best friend, my partner, my best dog.


My final and most loving gift to her, is to let her go..


Rest in peace my beautiful girl.
I Love you! I always will and I will take with me the many things you have taught me through your short life. I grew up with you, and in many ways because of you.
The only words that can explain what I feel are:
Thank you..

Good bye.

R.I.P
Misha Kissemaja Svefors
1 Oct 1998 - 20 Feb 2009

Dear you,

I am God, you do not understand.
Your knees will bow and your tongue will confess, yes even you!
You may have taken me for granted on earth but in the life after you will not.
In my heaven everything is perfect, see nothing can be imperfect in front of your God!
Even your faith will be perfect!
There will be no more questions to how awesome I am. All doubts will fade.
Here my spirit lives with no obstacles.
I have chosen you from before your birth,.. before your creation! I want to spend eternity with you!

DO YOU WANT TO SPEND IT WITH ME?

Pick me, pick me!!

Tonight is a magic night! My church is having there anual vision ball!

Dress nice, dine nice.. jupp.. Tonights the night I dress up in a tight dress and get served food that I can't eat to much of because the dress is too tight... But I will be beautiful :)

I will add pics, because I have to show off a little.. The dress I will be wearing is the dress that I wore the very first vision ball. Nine years ago!! I was 15 years old.... And the dress still fits!!!!!

I'm so happy :)

So I'm just stopping by with a quick Aha moment that I had the other day.

Tuesday night I was in church and we had an awesome meeting, the air was filled with antisipation, people singing there hearts out to God with the worship team jumping on stage!

I raised my hands to my Father and sung Halleluja. On doing so I started to think, why? I have so many times reached for the heavens with my hands during prayer or worship.. but... why?

Are my hands reaching for higher blessings or just a symbol of grabbing on to God?

Then it hit me.

I've done this before! I used to use my hands in a simular way just a couple of years ago! Not only simular but exactly like that...

When I was in school I would raise my hand if I new the answer!

Today I certianly know the answer! The answer is Jesus Christ, and I am going to raise my hands and show Him that I know!

God bless your socks off gang!!

Hope all of you have an awesome weekend!

Don't forget that you know the answer to everything!!

Reply to Jonathan.. Gods Love.

The one message God wanted to bring and show us through Jesus was the message of His unconditional love.
A love we can only start to understand.
I got a comment on my post about the yellow ball from a friend who wanted me to describe Gods love closer.
This is a HUGE subject and I'm gonna try to keep it short.


Gods love is best described in by the auther John in the third chapter verse sixteen.




For God so LOVED the world that he gave is ONLY SON to die for all mankind! That whoever believes in Him shall NOT die but have eternal LIFE!!




Lets take a closer look at this verse that many of us have heard so many times before.
You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly. Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, though for a good man someone might possibly dare to die. But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Would you have given your life so Hitler could live? or a pedofile? or a rapist? a murderer? a thief? a bully?... No?.... Anyone?
Jesus Died for us when we where still unrightious. He did not only give His life but went through days of agony and torture!


Here's another point of view.. How many would sacrafice there children? Would you not rather die for your child, take there place so to spare there lives? God gave the purest and most perfect.. His son.


Yes it may be complicated and hard to understand this Love.
William Barclay discribes Gods love very well in his book, The Letters to the Galatians and Ephesians," Revised Edition, p 140.

"The real meaning of agape is unconquerable benevolence. If we regard a person with agape, it means that nothing that he can do will make us seek anything but his highest good. Though he injure us and insult us, we will never feel anything but kindness towards him. That quite clearly means that this Christian love is not an emotional thing. This agape is a thing, not only of the emotions but also of the will. It is the ability to retain unconquerable good will to the unlovely and the unlovable, towards those who do not love us, and even towards those whom we do not like. Agape is that quality of mind and heart which compels a Christian never to feel any bitterness, never to feel any desire for revenge, but always to seek the highest good of every man no matter what he may be."

Agape = divine, unconditional, self-sacrificing, active, volitional, and thoughtful love.


We are loved beyond understanding a love that never ends, never sleeps and beyond all imagination!


My personal experience of Gods love is the most awesome experience ever! To feel completely clean! The Bible says that we are all alike, no one is better or worse then another. ALL have sinned and come short of the glory of God. Gods Love for me is the strongest love I have ever felt. When I take time for my awsome Father I feel so free, like I am ready for anything! No love compares! Not the love from my parents nor lover. The way I love God is also beyond all love! Oh the sorrow if I ever turned from Jesus and left that love!!!
With Gods love I can love myself without having to achieve anything, I can love people I don't even like!
Tell me of one religion where the god shows such love as this! I dare you! Did Buddah come to this earth to die for YOU? Has Allah been tortured to save YOU? Would Shiba be whiped with a nine tail whip and have nails pounded through her many hands so YOU could be free?
Would YOU have gone through it to ensure eternal life????


Jesus did, so we wouldn't have to.. WOW, what a great God we have!!!


The only way you can ever really understand is to allow God to show you! And he has been standing at your door your whole life just waiting to get to know you! I could go on forever trying to explain, but it's kind of like explaining a color to a blind man.
To those who haven't experienced this love, I challenge you to pray this prayer, Trust me, you won't be disapointed! :

Jesus,

I know I am a sinner.

Thank you for dying on the cross for me!

I accept that you are God!

Come into my life and change me to be the best that I can be!

I want to experience Your awesome love!

Thank You!

Amen!

~

Worldchanger

A worldchanger is someone who is committed to do just that,

changing the world.

A worldchanger is not someone who blends in. A worldchanger sticks out! A Worldchanger stands up ready to make a difference.

A worldchanger goes beyond the usual expectations of Christianity.

A worldchanger finds the most intense demands that Jesus places on Christians and doesn't shy away but goes after them passionately and does whatever it takes to get the job done!

He/she is not just doing it because his/her parents make them or because the youth pastor bribes them.

A worldchanger has been radically, completely, and totally changed by a relationship with God! Christianity is not some boring thing that a person halfheartedly commits tojust because they have been in church their whole lives. You are not hanging on to your parents Christianity.

A worldchanger had found Jesus for them-- not just for mom and dad or just for the pastor.

And because Jesus died for them, they are ready to give their lives for him.

Christianity..... is not just lip service.

Worldchangers have a fervor to seek God with all of their hearts, and to do everything they can to let the world know that God is real and that he is alive!

Worldchangers are not stuck in a bunch of boring rules and regulations,but they have the fire of the living God burning inside them! And they just can't keep it inside of them.

Worldchangers are serious about learning the word of God and then taking that word and applying it to their lives.

Worldchangers are constantly changing andbecoming more and more like Jesus.

Worldchangers develop a vision for their community and do everything they canto take the living Christ to a lost and dying world! Worldchangers are sick and tired of a watered down, namby-pamby Christianity.!

They want the real thing and don't care how hard it hits them or what parts of their lives they have to change. They are sick and tired of the attitude that lukewarm Christians bring into the church, and they are ready to do something about it! They are especially ready to attack attitudes in their own lives!

A Worldchanger loves the Lord with all of his/her heart, soul, mind, andstrength and loves his neighbor as himself.

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Today I am leaving the old me behind and looking forward to my future by living write now for my Awesome Jesus Christ!!

I know how hard and how damanding we can be on ourselves.

I should read my bible more often... I should pray more.. I should tell more of my friends about my faith... I should better myself... I shouldn't swear... I shouldn't.... I should... If I did this or that more often...

I challenge you today to give this minut to God! Make a discission to be still and know that He is God! If you can handle this minut make it 2 or 3.

Give what you got and remember Jesus loves the joyfull giver, so whatever you give with joy in your heart is enough.

Jesus Created you because He thought you were so very awesoem that He wanted to get to know you!

Today I