It's been a couple years since I wrote...
Well the story will unravel but for now I'm just sick of it... sick of it all!
Sick of living through it... sick of talking about it and sick of hearing myself talking about it.
Narcissistic abuse is very real dear ones... and it kills the soul.. kills everything! It's like cancer just eating away att every healthy fiber. Tomorrow its 7 months since I left him... finally left him...
For the last time.
I'm still riding the roller coaster... Some days are good and others (like today) suck!
I'll be using this blogg for the time being as my spewing corner. I need to get this shit out... I want to tell the world... I want to scream it from the rooftops but with the ptsd and everything else... I'm just too tired... so so so tired....
