I can only imagine

Heaven.. the place we as christian strive to reach, keeping in touch with the father and holding on to his hand in guidence through this dark world. Waiting for the day we all meet in wonder.
One of my bigest fears though isn't that I'm not going to get there but what if I don't like it? Wierd and stupid I know, of course I will, I know that it is beyond my wildest dream and all my fears and worries will be thrown away.
But one thing I just don't know is what about the love between man and woman, the marrige things ends at death do us part.
What about after death. Will I not need that kind of love anymore? Do I want to not need that love anymore? So many questions and all I know is that one day I will get the answers.
This is where my faith in God really has it's strains, but I will trust in Him. Because He has provided for me in every way.