The real me..

Who am I..? Who is the real me..?

Behind the public cherade, what is it I see in me?
Not what my parents see in me, or my firends, or what you see in me..
I want to be more then that, What are my secrets and what are the things you do not see?
I will not tell my secrets here, yet my mind wanders to places where I can.
Will I find someone ever who will see me and not what the world makes me..?
Will I see the real me?

I love dogs, I love Jesus, I love playing make believe and making snow angels.. I love making people laugh and I feel agknowled by it, I hate boring things and when I can't satisfy that need for exitment I die inside. I need to feel needed and helpfull or I wither away.


I'm scared of alot of things. like hights and deep water, flying or something so small as cockroaches.


I love, like I've never been hurt before and I laugh, like it's the only reason to live. I get more angry and frustrated then anyone I know at least to the looks of it, I'm petite yet I scare my friends when I am mad.


I'm lousy at housework and I hate cooking.


I'm egosentric alot of times and I do believe I'm always right (at least untill I am proved wrong). I like being alone at times and I need my space, I'm not really into cuddling or big sloppy kisses at all.


I have patience untill I run out and I laugh at people when they fall ( I think it's funny) I think it's even better when they laugh too.


I love beautifull things and I only have beautiful friends, If you think I'm ugly it's ok you don't have be my friend.


I do things the "my way or the highway" style, and I'm probably not going to change. I will tell you things you don't want to hear if I believe it's the right thing to do.


I like cleanlyness but my life is not as clean and spotless as I sometimes want it to be. I can never keep my white socks white.. I don't know why but it's true.


My dogs are always very good looking with new collars and leashes that match and nice bowls and beds, because I can't stand ugly or dirty things for my dogs. (and I hate knots on leashes).


I always use a new dishbrush and cloth every time I do the dishes.


My favorite song is "My winter" by Sister hazel and I want to find a man from the lyrics "I'm crazy for this girl" by Lifehouse. I love romance but feel awkward when someone does anything romantic for me.


I like attention and being in the center, but not always.

I hate money and what it does to ones mind.


I love snow and spring and palm trees.. I've always liked turtles but don't know why.
My favorite color is turquios and I think that Pepsi is just Coke only without the secret ingredient.
I have an oppnion about almost everything.




This is the real me.. without the best light or best makeup or anything... just me.